we have no romantic /physical/ partner
Four chances
marieke, eline, afra, charmaine
1992, 1995, 2001, 2001 – 19yrs back
All stalled fast…
The cause?
selfdisorder – trouble words, no energy
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Btw
o vwo is srt rush porn: run into, rush
o also: commercials, programmes on TV
Ben op 12-16, mede dr +ew, blijven vallen
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Related?
Ben cybernetic punk … less boundaries
minimal self & concl are smaller, see below
rel to input …
have less boundaries … punk > HAPPY BLOB
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Sin ‘nudes’ is gewoon input,
no conclusion (relatie, wil, afsl)
lichaam staat op zich, absoluut, public
Sin cars ’21befr19′ was a signal,
with a high bio over matter,
body worth gehalte, echt jaren 80, sue
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I also consulted psudoai
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02/29 iii
The Body
taboo is shock
I don’t believe in ‘privacy is over’.
but the point with nude & sensually
stimulating matter is that:
o circulation is in a small corner of media
not in social media, not in mass media
circ is absent because it would shock.
taboo is shock in relation to your own
life & values. sex is a weird thing …
/in others/ 😐
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Other kinds of rewards
o coding: 1985-2007 most often about 2wks
o in case of coding ai ‘ns’ 6yrs high!!
o study 1995-2001-2004-2013
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History of books, church
& freedom from power of church
800 Scholastic
1300 universities
1450 boekdruk
1650-1790 verlichting, rol burger, niet kerk
1950 maar zelfs in 50s invloed kerk Groot
1954 Gardner brengt witchcraft boek uit
1970-1980s homo rechten uk, 1954 dood Turing
…
The point: we all love imitating print
Now more fun
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The App & Cloud universe
Apps ranked & some info / notes
(Top to Bottom)
YouTube ggl VID
chrome ggl. WEB
[com] COM
Facebook fb 2b users
WhatsApp fb
messenger fb
Instagram fb
[serious]
Skype ms VID
word ms. WRD
Snapchat COM
Dropbox 500m FILES
12m paying users
twitter 300m COM
Flipboard. NWS
Netflix. MOV
spotify 100m users AUDIO
universe VID WEBch COM FILES NWS MOV AUDIO (7)
> CLOUD info . ch chaos, not from app list
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FYI
my sources – 2014-2019
routine 74, digital
o france24 tv app 24h news
o Bloomberg radio
o twitter tech & env, nos
(72 sources)
often 7, digital
o web: wiki and
tech & news bbc, guardian
o misc web, Flipboard, rss
o Scribd books since 2014
incid 8, paper
o wired mag, since 1996
o misc mags, gaming, flow
o the new York times int paper
o trouw, fd, ft papers
Fav dvds
Matrix
Johnny mnemonic
Avalon
13th floor
Phenomenon
Time Machine
Trance
Solaris
Immortals
Blade runner
Wisdom of crocodiles
Family man
Radiant Underground Intro Part ii
MORE NOTES
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My Top 10 scientists before
quanta & modern physics
17th century
1 Hooke – strength, elast
2 Newton – mechanical physics
18th century
3 Lavoisier – chem
4 Dalton – chem
19th century
5 Faraday – electr
6 Darwin – evolut
7 Pasteur – ??
8 Mendel – bio, genes
9 Mendeljev – per table
10 Maxwell – electr
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(02/29 note iv)
Amazing acceleration of
human knowledge
400k yrs ago – pre-humans
hunt with stone and wood weapons
70k-50k yrs ago – sapiens
has modern language
50k years little insight
1300 universities
1450 printing press
1563 habsburg postal service
1680 newton can describe
movement and force IN TIME
which kickstarts science
to which must be added, 400y+
2080 humans ruin the climate
🙁
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[03/07]
According to Marc Andreessen
we are in a 300yr singularity
(See above)
What he monitors when he watches
the news, is whether these still work
o democracy
o markets / participation / growth
o freedom of speech / thought
o human rights
o technology
o science
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Wiki, 4 big conflicts
Afghanistan – 41k dead in 2019
Yemen – 21k dead in 2019
Mexico – 17k dead in 2019
Syria – 10k dead in 2019
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Okay science
I love edu
…
het gaat erom wat je toevoegt aan web
dus pu & radiant
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[03/08]
Subjects to ponder
Cyberpunk
Anarchism
Tech history
History
Philosophy
Freedom / dropout
1995
My disease: sz sd ha shsh bound & magic
Timelines
Inj … action / sdh
…
Tech history
I have decided to no longer
include homecomputers as real
computers, since they are a
million times less powerful.
So instead I pick the Mac
PowerBook 100 of 1991 as the first.
This one is a thousand times
less powerful than today’s.
It works out nice:
o in 1991 I was 18, imprint age
o 16yrs before the WIMP gui
was invented by Xerox (1975)
o 16yrs after 1991 I still
programmed, esp. 1994 til 2001
and some 3d and Sims til 2007
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Btw
Sdh is beauty
Action is honour
Celtic values
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03/12
History & zelfstudie
in afg 6jr niets om op terug te grijpen
2014 report freemedia na vermoeden cens twt
2015 jul lem & aug begonnen report acc
2016 report fr sign door hate sp agr jul
lem weg & actie
2017 report acc sign? actie na lem weg jun
2018 1.5jr weg door actie & dan opname
vrij
2019 80s gedraaid en notes gemaakt
2020 muziek & twt op RCA & 24″
ervoor
1998 tm 2013 idee rt tel
1995 zelfstudie & idee ns
1996 dropout phase 1 voor ns
1997 afst, pres ai ns, werk
dus terug zelfstudie
religion
history
philosophy
cell bio ai nsci 1995-2013 18jr
dus: history & philosophy & dropout
en timelines, my disease & magic
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03/13
if you know
o history
o religion
o philosophy
you know people, the world
dat was ‘t idee bij zelfstudie 1995
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in 2010-2013 veranderde er iets in mij
zag verleden niet meer als *levend*
maar ontdekte dat je geschiedenis
mag indelen, zien, schrijven zoals
je maar wilt, denk door
us web & wired & twt invloed … freedom
geschiedenis als vast zat er diep in
veranderde door us & xp met notes
dus dat is iets van 2013 waarop ik
kan voortgaan
geen studie voor geheugen, maar lego
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Western history in 3 screens
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Invention
Gutenberg to Tesla in 3 screens
Ps: correction, Darwin is 1859 not 1759
Good to remember
DEBDTP
darwin50 edison60 bell70
daimler80 tesla90 planck1900
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CYBERNETIC & CYBERPUNK PART
02/27 note on cybernetics & selfdisorder
wiener – info & boundaries
hyp: the hyperalphabetic has less boundary
visual is used for text, not concl upon
motor is used for text, not to exert will
so
minimal self & self concl in hyperalphab
maximal input althrough, without act, concl
so
Dr. CWC (car wreck culture)
uses others for signals (2017 2018)
and uses stuff as input, without concl
disturbance of ego boundary enaction in schizophrenia
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02/29 ii
Ecocide
Ecocide is purp by 5 million greedy
and car driving Dutch.
This is an education problem,
30 years ago I was smart enough to
see the incredible number of cars
as a problem. The last 15 years of
climate edu has given me a grip
on the fact that they commit ecocide.
The stupid 17th c elitist law does
nothing against this. Education problem
If I were left to be stupid like them,
I would believe in rule of law as well.
Two tips to get rid of * cars & greed *
o become time rich – work
less hours – time for edu
o travel in cyberspace – no
need for hurry & planes – also
a great way to get yur cyber edu
Start edu here
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03/14 Freedom
o freedom from social stress
o from virtual fear (sz), real shame
So it seems, with psudoai, …
the shame is virtual too …
Since all is virtual because of
longing for isolation, ‘freedom’
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03/15 Open knowledge vs. indep will
cyberculture – what cybernetics??
… book counterculture cyberculture* ->
usco
wiener … info pattern complex … usco
mccluhan … tribal … global village
comprehensive designer
merry pranksters
whole earth … communes
econ … wired
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communes are cells, isolated … not cybern
less boundaries is more cybern … & zen
activity … will <> cc act & alien
alien is thus very alien for will
will not against soc, in line medic attitude
acad medic … all get wiser (netkat!)
open knowledge … vs closed indep will
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*One of the tenets of the book
is that the internet community
& companies could be deregulated
